Day 33 & 34

Day 33, Friday.......last night I caved, I got frustrated and I ate the chocolate bar, not just a piece, the whole damn thing, it felt good too, no regrets.  Now I will try to get back on track. Maybe it is the long winter with the tons of snow we are getting that is making me crazy and wanting to eat, who knows, but I am powerless when I get like this, powerless against food :(
In overeaters anonymous they go through the twelve steps, just like in AA.  The steps can also be applied to overeating, I've got Number 1 down pat.
I had cheese and grapes and almonds for supper, then I had a peanut butter and banana sandwich , a few WW bars and some grapes, I'm struggling all of a sudden, I don't want to do this but at the same time I know I must. To some this may not be a struggle, you may think of me as weak, I am strong until it comes to food, in that case I am weak , I hate it, just hate it.

Day 34, Saturday......I am sitting on the computer when I need to be getting my housework done, I am lacking the motivation however. It will get done, it just looks like it's going to take awhile at this rate.  Perhaps if I have some breakfast I will be able to get going. We will see.
I did it, all of it! yay me :)