Day 32 & 33

Been so busy lately I haven't had time to post. Yesterday was Day 32 as well as the Weight Watchers meeting.  I lost a pound, big deal. So frustrated to be eating properly, doing exercise and only loosing a pound.  I'm angry that I'm fat, angry at myself for letting it get this far but more angry at my metabolism, I have never known how it feels to be skinny, I want it so bad but I gotta say it's getting harder to stay on this diet. I tried online shopping today, they gave me a big chocolate bar as a thank you, I want to eat it so bad, so far I am resisting the urge to do so.